After leaving Big Brother, Beatrix Ramosaj speaks for the first time: I did not even have the strength to speak

Beatrix said she was numb as she connected to reality and the world outside of ‘Big Brother Vip’.

“I went through several stages after leaving, the first was that I was very angry. Angry that I had suppressed myself so much emotionally, I was plunged into a very dark world and no longer had the strength to either speak or think more positively. The second stage was when I was weighing the good and bad things. The first days were hard for me, I was completely numb, it was hard to connect with reality.

I had not imagined that the connection would be on such a large scale. I knew my feelings very well and I felt that I feel the same as me and when you have this love, I as a person and artist experience it even more. “I am very emotional and I live for these feelings,” said Beatrix.